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“Get out!” Buck shrieked, sitting up and shoving him away. Tears were running down his face, and he was breathing in small, quick breaths as panic set in. His voice came out higher than usual with emotion and the sound of it had dysphoria slithering around his chest, squeezing vicelike. Buck felt trapped in the bed, heart pounding at the realization that the only thing between Eddie and what was sure to be badly bloodstained sheets was a thin blanket. Eddie, who was wide eyed and silent at his outburst. “Get out! Get out! Get out!” Buck repeated until Eddie ran from the room, muttering something about getting Bobby. It was only when he was sure he was gone that he dared to climb out from under the covers. Bile rose in his throat as he looked down at the bed, at the splash of crimson. His work pants were saturated in it, the scent of blood hanging heavy in the air. That combined with the shock and pain was enough to make him dizzy, and Buck felt numb as he wrapped the blanket around his waist before making his way to the locker rooms. Or, Trans!Buck has an random period after years of being on T and has a bit of a dysphoric crash out. Sicktember Day 1: Crash Out.

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