Fics like and i watched a part of myself die 'cause no amount of freedom gets you clean

Buck goes out drinking after a particularly tragic call and the night takes a turn for the worse when he's targeted and assaulted. Struggling in the aftermath and unsure how to handle it, Buck tries to distance himself from his friends and family, believing that with time he can simply move past it on his own. Eddie notices something is wrong with Buck and desperately tries to get through to his friend, fearing the worst. or: Buck goes through the fucking ringer. eddie notices something's horribly wrong. you can contact my lawyer for emotional damages. or: “I heard about what happened yesterday,” Eddie says softly. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there. And that I didn’t know. I should’ve gone out with you, or made you come over, or-” “Eddie,” Buck interrupts. “It’s- it’s okay. I just went out drinking. It’s fine.” “Drinking alone?” “Yeah,” he stammers. “Yeah, alone.” “Hey listen, why don’t you come over tonight? We can do a movie night. And… I have something to tell you.” “I’m sorry, Eddie,” Buck murmurs, feeling the tears welling up again. “I don’t think I can tonight.” “Hey, wait Buck-” “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

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