Fics like anything that's bad for me (you're killing me)

What starts as a post-loss ritual spirals into an all-consuming sickness that Shane was sure he had buried with his 17 year old self. Shane nonetheless believes that he can hide his ugly secret from the world- until Ilya uncovers all of the instabilities that even Shane himself would rather run from. OR Shane's anorexia relapses during his eighth season with the Metros, and Ilya is determined to help him (and not only because he's maybe in love with him). TW: Eating Disorders and explicit mentions of calories, weight, restrictive eating, relapses, and more. Please do not read this if you are not in a stable enough state to do so. Recovery is possible and necessary. Stay safe <3

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