Fics like When It All Becomes Too Much

The loop began again in his mind: the gym, the showers, Rozanov’s hands, Rozanov’s mouth, the moans and profanities and apologies that had slipped from Shane’s own throat in the heat of the moment. It was a swirling cocktail of fear, guilt, and a terrifying, lingering want. He couldn’t make it stop, no matter how hard he tried to choke it down. His equilibrium snapped, sending his stomach into a free fall. The acidic burn rose in his throat, sharp and undeniable. Shane was stumbling toward the bathroom before his brain had even told his legs to move—his body reacting to an inevitability his mind was still resisting. or A series of nine missing or extended scenes (headcanon) from the show depicting Shane falling apart, breaking down, and/or becoming physically sick after experiencing extreme anxiety, panic attacks, or emotionally charged situations. Shane is already an OCD, perfectionist, athlete, so it’s not a stretch to imagine he has a nervous stomach. These chapters eventually contrast his years of breaking down in private with the moment he finally lets Ilya in.

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