Fics like I'm Not Whole

Shane could not catch a breath to speak. Suffocating waves of fear and dread crashed down onto him. Rosanov only drew closer, cautiously, as if Shane was about to bolt in the opposite direction. “Breathe,” Rosanov’s voice commanded. Shane was not sure if he would ever breathe again. Shane has a panic attack before the playoff finals. Who else finds him but Rosanov? Months later, Ilya is unable to shake the encounter and tries to get Hollander to let him in again. Both struggle with the unexpected vulnerability of it all. Set some time after Vegas, when both are falling hard but still stuck in denial.

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