Fics like Don't leave me

Buck calls Eddie. Listens into the silence. There's no answer, and he shouldn't feel so crushed, but he does. The thought of letting go of his arm and letting the blood drain from the wound is appealing. Buck almost gives in to it. "Buck?" But-- Eddie answers him. He really does. Buck immediately forgets what he was thinking. He wants to say, "I miss you, Eddie," or "Do you want to talk for a while before I bleed to death in a godforsaken place?" His eyes get wet because whatever he says - Eddie will probably drop it as soon as he hears it. He uses a forbidden technique. "Hey," every inch of his body tenses. He's afraid he's missing a chance. "Can you give me Chris? A couple minutes. Please" Eddie doesn't say anything, and Buck feels himself breaking from the non-physical pain. Of course Eddie won't give him Chris. Of course he'll just drop it and go on doing what he was doing before. Of course, because they don't need him anymore and Eddie hates Buck. The shattered hope and heart feel like a lonely alley, a blunt knife in his body, and a hard wall behind him. And the silence. The silent confirmation that no one needs Buck. /// Buck's hurt and the calls Eddie. Eddie's there to help (always)

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