Fics like either i'm overwhelmed or i'm a piece of shit (don't know how everyone else can deal with it)

He felt stupid about being so sappy over something as simple as Luke changing the lights in the diner, but it just felt alien to him, someone caring that much. He thought back to being small and Liz telling him to stop embarrasing her as he screamed and cried on the floors of supermarkets and schools, he thought of being a teenager and locking himself in his room because Liz's boyfriends were disgusted by his 'freakouts', he thought about his teachers at his elementary school punishing him for not answering them when he felt like his lips were glued together and his vocal cords wouldn't let him, he thought of building up his guarded persona, using as few words as possible, all of them biting, because no matter what he did no one liked him anyway, so why bother? He thought of getting lost in books and writing because it was the only time he felt understood. ··· Or Luke shows how much he cares, Lorelai gets called out and Jess kisses a boy because I don't believe in slow burn. ... [UNFINISHED AND DISCONTINUED] i'm so sorry, i love this fic sm, but my hyperfixation faded and i don't have the motivation to finish it (last chapter is half finished lmk if u want me to post)

Fics like either i'm overwhelmed or i'm a piece of shit (don't know how everyone else can deal with it)

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