Fics like So put your drinks up for your demons in the dark

It was a stressful time in their lifes, with winning UMK and now preparing for Eurovision on top of producing an album and dealing with their own lifes. Aleksi could feel the pressure, from outside as well as coming from himself. For a long time now he had tried to deal with his problems on his own but had lost tremendously to the same self-destructive behaviour. There was no escape no matter what kind of effort he made and he wondered how long he could hide it from the rest of the band now that they were around each other constantly as colleagues as well as best friends. He couldn't decide on what would be worse: someone managing to take a look behind his mask or him going on as if nothing was wrong with until he couldn't anymore.

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