Fics like lord, i no longer believe

there is a particular kind of cold that only exists in rinks built before anyone thought children's bodies deserved warmth. this is a story about that cold. about two girls who walked into it so young that they mistook it, for years, for the only weather there was. about how you can love someone entirely, uselessly, in a language that was never given the words to survive past the walls it was born inside. lord, i no longer believe — not in medals, not in mercy, not in the arithmetic of a scoreboard deciding who gets to be loved out loud and who has to silence it, over and over, pressing it into a safe. i believe only in this: that it happened. that the love was real. that somewhere it is still happening, on a loop, forever, in the girls they used to be.

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