Fics like Louder than bombs

At one point in Ilya's life he somehow stopped feeling things and decided that not feeling was so much worse than feeling sad and depressed all the time. What followed were hours of panic, uncertainity and the realization of what they all could have lost. or: the aftermath of Ilya's suicide attempt including an awful lot of crying, feeling and love

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