Fics like I'm on the Edge

Ilya knows that he’s throwing Shane for a loop, because in time gone by this was the prime opportunity for Ilya to flip them, pin Shane to the wall with one hand tightly gripping Shane’s wrists, and shut him up firmly. But all he can do now is stare at Shane and think I miss you, I’ve missed you, I will keep missing you. It’s like his eyes and his mind are having two different conversations. His eyes see Shane, and fuck, it’s good – but his mind sees tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and finds them all lacking. Ilya isn’t doing so well during his first few months in Ottawa. He tries not to make a thing of it.

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