Fics like An Instance of Masturbatory Depersonalization

Grumbling under my breath, I tighten my grip on myself and resume stroking. I go slow, painfully so, to draw out the sensation. The goal isn’t orgasm right now, Paul was very clear about that. I’m physically restraining myself from picking up speed, so my breathing is fairly even, but is becoming heavier in my chest. What is quite bothersome is that the underwear I’m wearing are finally starting to feel really fucking confining- “Alright, alright. Take those fucking things off, then,” he says, gesturing at my tented Calvin Kleins. “I want to see you anyways- and look at me.” My cheeks burn at his command, but I do it without a second thought. I always do. A bit humiliating really, the control he has over my actions and over my desire. It's this subconscious understanding that Paul is everything that is right. If Paul is displeased, everything around me crumbles. The illusion shatters.

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