Fics like repression is my heaven (but i’d rather go through hell)

“ She bullied her way into his life in the kindest way possible, by being his friend first and his girlfriend second and no matter how bad the sickness crawled up his throat on nights where he cried himself to sleep and she ignored it, he never ended it. Never snapped and broke through the fear. So she never knew and he never said and they lived on in some weird limbo. A dance he carefully curated and she fell right into, like it was natural. He was jealous, sometimes, of her sense of naivety. He longed for the soul of an innocent boy who’d just been excited to meet new people, the boy he’d been before reality came in and tore that to pieces right before his very eyes. It was Sarah who brought up the idea of marriage first. After a bad accident, he was laid up with a broken leg and it took her a week to even be able to come see him. She suggested then that maybe, after three years together split between deployments and missions, they should get married. For practical reasons. Tom Kazansky was nothing if not practical. “ ————————— Tom Kazansky and his internal struggle with identity that lasted a lifetime.

Fics like repression is my heaven (but i’d rather go through hell)

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