Fics like hold on to the memories

So he reaches and searches for the prior conversation where he was told about his memory loss and the man beside him. He checks the nooks and crannies of his mind, desperately hoping that it hasn’t failed him. That the effort he’s put into maintaining his intelligence over the years has been worth it because this time, he can be better. But, he finds nothing. It’s empty. Blank. Scattered and useless. Alex looks down at his lap, at his legs hidden by starchy white bed sheets. “I don’t understand,” he whispers, tearfully. “I don’t remember. Why can’t I remember?” -- or, Alex loses the the last five and a half years of his memory along with any recollection of his relationship with Henry

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