Fics like don't want to leave her now, you know i believe and how

Everything feels so distant and blurred. The fact that he can’t talk to Alex—can’t even know if he’s alright—makes it all the worse. He isn’t allowed to see him. Isn’t allowed to hear his voice. The pain of separation is sharper now, more acute. And he feels himself slowly decaying into this fragile state where no one would be able to reach him. Which is probably why he started noticing the gentle flutters inside—a ripple just beneath his navel. His body has been still and quiet for so long that even the faintest tick of a heartbeat feels like a loud tremor. He places his hand there. - - - - - Or the part where Henry feels Sprout kick for the first time . . . and Alex is not there to see it. [Right after the emails were leaked.]

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