Fics like such a bitter form of refuge

Sid was falling apart at the seams, and he had no one to blame but himself. Just over a year ago, he’d made the deliberate choice to stop submitting. At the time, it had felt like the right thing to do—necessary, even. He knew the risks; he wasn’t naive. But he’d convinced himself that he could handle it, that his discipline and willpower would be enough to keep him grounded. It wasn't.

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