Fics like (looked to the sky and said) please, I've been on my knees

But Henry is not Alex’s. He won’t ever be Alex’s to hold and cherish and love. Because Henry chose someone else. That searing pain is why Alex has folded his limbs into a patio bench on their balcony, feeling petulant and hating himself for it. It’s the reason that he’s a quarter of the way into the bottle he’s holding and pouting up at the sky, looking for stars that he knows are there but aren’t showing themselves to him, like maybe they’ve abandoned him, too. He feels like he’s staring up at an endless expanse of darkness and wishing on fucking nothing, his prayers falling on deaf ears and getting forever lost in that infinite abyss. ---- or, Alex gets drunk because Henry is on a date & drunken confessions ensue

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