Fics like look at this godforsaken mess that you made me (illicit affairs, clandestine meetings, and longing stares)

Alex is hurting him, he knows he is. He knows Henry has real feelings for him and Alex feels like the scum of the Earth. The way Henry looks at him – like he can’t believe Alex is real. Alex knows he doesn’t deserve that look, yet he can’t help but feel warm from head to toe every time he is on the receiving end of it. He has to do better. He will.

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