Fics like savour that guilt (starve the feelings)

Buck knows what this is. The feelings swirling in his gut. How it felt like agony every time he drew in a breath. It happens slowly, slow enough that even Bobby doesn’t comment until he’s slipped further under the waves. “What, no steak for you Buck? This is a quality triple A cut.” It’s a perfect medium-rare, faintly oozing blood. It makes him want to vomit. After the shooting, Buck finds he can’t stand the sight of raw flesh, the metallic smell distinct on his tongue—can taste it in his mouth, cloying at the back of his throat. Everything comes to a head at a BBQ hosted at the Grant-Nash’s.

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