Fics like this happiness is hell on earth {i think it's gonna kill me}

“So,” one of the girls — Becky he thinks — asks him as they start to strip down to their bathing suits, “cliff jumping, huh? Not something most normal people get into. What brought you here?” “Oh,” Buck fumbles with the hem of his shirt, “you know, just trying to expand my horizons.” He’s waiting for someone to call him on it. To say that they see right fucking through him. Evan Buckley is here because he can never be satisfied with what he already has. He wants more always wants more and he thinks the universe is going to give it to him in a seven second freefall. But no one does. He knows that nobody probably could. Because that person is tucked up at the dinner table with his aunt and son, finally getting the peace and happiness he deserves.

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