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Maybe this is the true curse, Joel muses later, over an angry bowl of dry cereal. There’s knives on the ground in the hall and bleach is staining his already bleach-stained carpet and the bowling ball has long stopped swinging. Maybe he’s not supposed to kill anyone. Maybe this is hell, and he died, and his punishment is wanting to kill someone and never, ever, ever being able to. (his grey skin burns. There is something in his heart that itches, and he knows, he knows it would get better if he could just. Just do one kill. Just a little one. Just a small one.) (maybe, if he is very lucky, they would come back afterwards. Like he did. Maybe they would be cursed and grey and wanting to kill and then, maybe, Joel would stop feeling quite so alone.) - A modern au of Last Life, but with a twist (written for the mcytblr summer au fest)

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