Fics like i need to purge my urges (shame shame shame)

Phil smiles, something sad and soft, and runs a gentle hand through Tommy’s hair. Against his will, Tommy leans into it. “I’ll make you hot chocolate,” Phil says, instead of the 'I’m sorry' that lives in his heart. “Okay,” Tommy says back; an 'I don’t forgive you, but I think one day I could.' Phil makes the hot chocolate, and Tommy drinks it, and although the drink coats his throat and makes nausea rise in his stomach, it’s the best hot chocolate he’s ever had. Or: A story of how Tommy falls apart in exile, hollowing himself out until there’s nothing left, refusing to eat and sleep and do anything but hurt—and then, a story of how he begins to heal and sew his broken pieces back together one by one. (the major character death is temporary. rated mature for suicidal thoughts, s/h, abuse/manipulation and disordered eating)

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