Fics like don't say you love me

Alastair’s eyes are bright, burning, and absolutely blinding. “I want you so desperately it makes me shake.” It’s true. Alastair’s hands are quivering. “I wanted you badly enough to put aside my dignity, my honor, all for just one more kiss or one more touch. I asked you to come to Paris with me because I missed you and didn’t want to be alone. I was selfish and thought that maybe I could love you from afar. That what I feel for you wouldn’t be all consuming.” A pit opens in Thomas’s stomach. “Wait—” “It is,” Alastair’s voice is nothing more than a whisper. “But you’re wrong. Maybe I do deserve you. Maybe I’ve changed. Raziel knows I’ve tried to be better. But what you don’t deserve is the absolute havoc I will wreak on your life. You don’t deserve to have everyone you love torn away because they all hate me.” “They won’t—” “I won’t let you make that decision,” Alastair murmurs, his hand coming up to cradle Thomas’s cheek. The touch is like fire and ice. “I’m sorry, joon-am. We can never be.”

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