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Mal’s chest rises as he draws in a slow breath, as if bracing himself for some unknown horror, and Nikolai says nothing, in part because he knows the feeling. The knife’s edge of disaster. Not the palace being stormed or Os Alta coming under siege, but the kind of disaster that lives right in the middle of his ribcage, kind enough most days to be still but ready to burst under pressure at any moment. And at the beginning he thought they were so different. Nikolai doesn’t see it the same way now. ( basically: after alina's death, nikolai asks mal to head his guard without realizing just how complicated things will become. set post ruin & rising. lots of mentions of death and heavy grieving, pls use caution. )

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