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Rebecca has always had trouble holding onto a sense of who she is. She mimics movie characters, tries on personalities like outfits, changes like the weather of a much less temperate zone than West Covina. And the hardest part is that these identities aren’t as simple as lying — Rebecca commits to the role, shapes her life around it. It’s her pattern. Find what others want, and become that. Be loved at any cost. She’s been practicing for this all her life. But when Josh Chan leaves her, Rebecca is forced to reevaluate her entire way of seeing relationships — and herself. And what about these feelings she's developing towards Valencia? As the two get to know each other on a deeper level, slowly their relationship takes shape in ways that are both more complex and more meaningful than Rebecca had ever thought possible. This isn't going to be simple. But that doesn't mean it won't be worth it.

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