Fics like not so weightless

The photos will only stay on Ilya’s phone long enough for them to finish, for Shane to come up from that fuzzy place he goes so he can take it all in with a clear head. With any luck, they’ll get so worked up again just from looking at the pictures that they’ll fuck one more time before Ilya deletes them. He tries not to let that bother him. He has this: Shane on his knees, tied up, drooling and glossy-eyed and trusting Ilya with anything he wants. He shouldn’t need proof. But two years of hiding has made it difficult. Every Reebok ad, every Rolex ad, every MLH promo heavily featuring his boyfriend’s face makes Ilya feel more and more like Shane belongs less to him, and more to everyone else, more to the business of being Shane Hollander. These thoughts are sacrilegious, Ilya knows. So he pushes them down, bites them back, and pretends he shares Shane’s unshakable belief in their ten-year plan.

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