Fics like not like i'm looking for that silence

Ilya Rozanov is tired. Tired of pretending he isn't an omega. Tired of pretending Shane Hollander isn't his alpha. Tired of pretending he isn't sick. Years of suppressant abuse have left him barely hanging on. And when his secret comes out, recovery is no longer an option - if he wants to keep playing, it's required. On the edge of losing everything he's built, he spirals. But he's not alone, and his friends will do their best to make sure he knows that. Alternatively - how to rebuild a life you actually like, by Ilya Rozanov. Sequel to somebody notice how i'm trying.

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