Fics like I think I’d let you ruin me forever

Buck holds Eddie’s gaze, like if he kept it long enough he’d be able to convince even himself that he was okay. “But I’m unraveled—” Eddie mouths something at him and he finds himself trying to quell the sudden urge to laugh. “—I’m unraveled—” it’s funny, he thinks, as he repeats the lines “—I’m unraveled—” because he feels like he’s unravelling in real time in front of a stadium full of people, in front of the people he loves— In front of Eddie. The words are still coming out of his mouth, he thinks, though he’s not entirely sure anymore whether what he’s singing matches what he’s hearing in his own ears, because everything has gone strange and stretched, time pulled long and thin like sun-warmed taffy. The lights overhead smear into orange trails when he blinks, the crowd’s roar has become a single, unbroken note, pitched in a disjointed way. He’s standing very still, and somehow he feels like he’s falling—both at once. Buck has always wanted to find his soul-bonded Dom— and when it looks like he has, his world tips over and scatters pieces of him across the asphalt.

Fics like I think I’d let you ruin me forever

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