Fics like Five times that might have been the first and one time that might have been the last

Nakai makes a strange noise and almostnotquite shivers under his hands but he presses closer and tangles their legs together and strokes Tsuyoshi's hair out his face with heavy fingers, Tsuyoshi. Tsuyoshi likes that. It's raw and honest and tender and when he was twenty-one he would have hated it but now it's perfect, and he likes it so he tries to mirror it, brushing his fingertips across Nakai's cheek, but he can't decide if it's Nakai-kun or Nakai or Masahiro and then he forgets to decide and buries his other hand in Nakai's hair and kisses him again. (Nakai/Tsuyoshi, five different first times in five different years, plus one. Written April 2014.)

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