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"Do you regret it?" "I don't regret killing Shi Wudu." He Xuan said. "Not at all." Then, after a long silence: "But I regret how I did it. I didn't want to hurt you." — He Xuan spends five hundred years convincing himself that Shi Qingxuan means nothing, and then insists he isn't in love right up until he's screaming about it.

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