Fics like I got tired of being strong

So he had won, he returned, he smiled and joked and was sunshine and silliness, he was the person everyone needed him to be and it changed depending on who it was. He didn’t share the truth about how he was struggling with more than just the emotional toll of the last few months because that would strain the relationships he worked so hard to get back. The thing that kept him awake at night alongside all his other worries was the realisation that this family that he held so dear that he had wanted so badly, no longer felt a permanent part of his life, He didn’t trust it anymore But no matter how many times he told himself he was happy and it was all ok, he couldn’t ignore the black pit inside of him that he was slowly drowning in that whispered you are not wanted, no one really cares, you are unlovable, you are exhausting. Post law suit everything is getting back to normal .everyone has forgiven Buck and he is back where he belongs. So why does he feel so broken?

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