Fics like You Said Fuck Off and I Said Nothing for a While

After the Boxing Day fight ends with words neither Shane nor Ilya can take back, their relationship quietly fractures under the weight of hockey, secrecy, and everything left unsaid. Weeks later, the breakup still echoes louder than either of them admits. When Shane starts moving on, Ilya tries to convince himself he’s fine—until a game in Boston forces everything he’s been avoiding straight to the surface. On the ice, something breaks. In the locker room afterward, Ilya finally says out loud what he’s been carrying since that night: the fight, the feeling of being someone’s second choice, and the words that never stopped replaying in his head. Because sometimes the hardest part isn’t losing someone. It’s realizing exactly when you started to.

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