Fics like Your beautiful body keeps the score

What happens when the body releases years of tension? Ilya has spent his entire life hiding his feelings and emotions. And for a while it worked, but now he is ready to let that go. After years of denying himself, he finally has Shane, and for the first time he can almost imagine what it feels like to belong somewhere. Everything is starting to make sense. So why does he suddenly feel like he’s dying? Or: When Ilya finally allows himself to feel deeply, his body begins reacting to years of repression in ways he can no longer ignore.

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