Fics like when I'm gone, will you lay flowers upon my altar?

Mu Qing is dying. Two years after he almost lost life, limb, and pride at Mount Tonglu, the god of the Southwest is standing face-to-face with his own mortality yet again. But this time, not even the people he cares for can save him from a sick core. He has one year (maybe) and a god's worth of loose ends to tie before the end. The problem is Feng Xin, who has chosen now, of all the centuries available to him, to finally look back. Mu Qing has spent eight hundred years making peace with wanting what he couldn't have. He'd gotten very, very good at it. He is considerably less good at it with 12 months left on the clock and Feng Xin's eyes on him like he's something worth keeping. Or: A story about dying, and what it forces you to finally see.

You may also like

  1. My husband and I. by nik_nimmi (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  2. skin to skin, i press down and you hold out by SpeedingCheetah (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  3. i’m not the one you were meant to find by nightpoems (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  4. all that is lost will be held again by sadnaps (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  5. Until the Day I Found You by Loki_is_not_dead (天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic), more)
  6. The Chase by kianspo (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  7. Where The Wildflowers Grow by CheeseGrater86 (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  8. This love's possessing me (but I don't mind at all) by lianlianie (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  9. Crimson Under Armor by CheeseGrater86 (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  10. After The Applause by CheeseGrater86 (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  11. Red Robes for the Wedding by zarasu (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  12. The Emperor Is Obsessed With Me (time to take a nap)! by InkAndAnon (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  13. We Wish To Remain Ignorant (Yet We Learn What We Don't Want To) by Eternity4Ever2_0 (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  14. Please Pretend You Didn't Hear That by Sunflyer (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  15. I wanna, wanna touch your (Body! Body! Body, body, body, body!) by therealsixeyes (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  16. Maybe Next Year by starvingwritist (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  17. Drowning in Devotion by GabzJones (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  18. To Kill a God by alunalaa (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  19. Fracture Mechanics by baobeibaobae (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)
  20. The Passenger by alunalaa (天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu)