Fics like i want you to need me (i need to want somethin' more)

“What did I,” his throat clicks, swallowing harshly around the tears that he has refused to allow and fall. “What did I do wrong?” Mortification feels like fingers wrapped tightly around his throat, tucking himself closely against the wall and too afraid to even look Rozanov in the eye. There’s a long beat of silence where Shane can practically feel his heart climb into his mouth, his chest aching with a relentless thud. “Hollander.” He can’t read Rozanov’s tone even on his better days, quiet and short of breath. Shane wishes that he could dissolve into the floorboards, eyes squeezed shut and a spike of shuddering cold working its way through him. Or, Shane drops hard and fast after their hook-up in Vegas. Ilya takes care of him.

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