Fics like Starve it out of Me

Sam has known he's wrong, somehow, his whole life, it feels like. Not just the weird drifter kid thing, or the thing where Dad and Dean treat him like he's not actually a part of things, but something deeper, down in his kidneys, or his liver or something. He's just… he can't put his finger on it (is afraid to name it, to put a label on the way his gut squirms when Dean smiles at him). But he knows, okay? Knows it the same way he knows Dean loves him, the way he doesn't know his mom. Not eating helps. // Sam's relationship with food, and Dean's relationship with Sam's relationship with food, and the things they try not to talk about lurking in the background.

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