Fics like the petals of the flowers blooming in my heart have begun to fall

Even before debut, Daeyoung had accepted that fact that he could never integrate himself into the group that was Yushi, Riku and Sion. It hadn't bothered him then, even on the day he realized he longed to be with them in the way they were with each other. He ignored the way he wanted to be someone important to them in the way they were to each other, in the way they were to him. Those feelings weren't serious, he told himself. It didn't bother Daeyoung at all, until one day he woke up coughing up tulip petals.

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