Fics like don't feed it (it will come back)

“Are you sure you don’t want me to stay?” he asked. “I will not fuck you tonight, Hollander,” Ilya bit out. “Get out.” Hollander blinked down at him owlishly and why wasn’t he leaving? Ilya extracted a hand from under the covers and gestured half-heartedly towards the door. “Not for…that,” Hollander said, shaking his head. “I could just stay here.” Ilya swallowed hard and pictured it. Curling up against Hollander’s chest, resting his head against warm skin. Letting Hollander run his hands through his hair. The soft light from the lamp turning Hollander’s eyes molten, the comforting solidness of him. But they couldn’t. It just wasn’t what they did.

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