Fics like I never was very good, I haven't been so good

...And he does not know if it was Payakan’s banishment— a part of him, torn away– that tips the scale in his heart or if it was his father's words that broke him but either way he is certain of his decision to die and sink into it again. To return his borrowed energy. Lo’ak will pull the trigger and shoot himself through the head and by the time the hour has passed, the water lapping at his knees now will have claimed him and he will be free of this. (Or: Lo'ak doesn't throw away the gun that night, but manages to survive his shot against all odds. Everyone comes to know what he did. How will his parents react to it? How will Lo'ak feel, having failed his attempt? And is there a way to heal after such an occurrence- not just his body, but his mind, soul and relationship with his father? I have a ton of painful feelings and hurt / comfort planned. I've loved all the fics on this so far... and here it is my way!)

Fics like I never was very good, I haven't been so good

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