Fics like Be Sweet (I Want to Believe In You)

He thinks of Ilya’s commanding tone: “Hollander, here”, “take it for me”, or Shane’s personal favorite, “kneel.” Shane, through all these years, has been amazed that to Ilya these little commands are so casual, just a part of fucking for him. To Shane, these words are all consuming. They shut off the hyperactive part of his brain and he can just… enjoy. Ilya takes over, makes Shane feel good, uses Shane to feel good, and Shane goes gooey for it every time. He’s never known peace like getting railed by Ilya Rozanov. Shane knows you can't eat your cake and have it, too. He knows that asking too much of Ilya would be plain selfish. Knows that asking to be told exactly what to do so he can shut his brain off isn't normal. And Ilya... well he doesn't think Shane knows shit.

You may also like

  1. yeshche odin by EverythingsAvengers (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  2. doesn’t mean that i was never afraid by yhronez (Heated Rivalry (TV))
  3. canada's community boyfriend by lipstickliterature (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, more)
  4. oh comely by weeb_grass (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  5. Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  6. The Great Pretender by lady_st4rdus7 (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  7. ball and chain (Heated Rivalry (TV))
  8. Farewell Mother Russia by americnxgirl (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types)
  9. my heart is a compass, and the needle points to you by beautifullyblue (Heated Rivalry (TV))
  10. you dream in a language that i can’t understand by bankrobber (Heated Rivalry (TV))
  11. ghosts we've always known by impetuous (Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV))
  12. Dissolve by AC91 (Heated Rivalry (TV))
  13. Extortion by AC91 (Heated Rivalry (TV))
  14. User Error by smugrobotics (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  15. hollanov break the internet by moonlightdances (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  16. Mutually Assured Exposure by cockatoo (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  17. blue moon baby by sun_monsterz (Heated Rivalry (TV))
  18. found connection (baby i can't stop calling you) by aquilanovae (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  19. fresh bruises we learned patterns to by downtheroadandupthehill (Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid)
  20. If you were gone, I would know. by Twin_Flame_Blues (Heated Rivalry (TV))