Fics like I Hate How Much I Love You, Boy

Ilya knows fleeting nights, club lights, and nameless bodies—never letting anyone close enough to glimpse what’s beneath. Permanence isn’t for him, yet Shane makes him want to make room. Alternate ending to episode 4: Ilya calls Shane by name for the first time, sending Shane into a spiral, but allows Ilya to be there for him.

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