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He’s not sure what’s different tonight, though arguably, a thousand things are: His hair, for one, is all buzzed down, rough and strange under his fingers. His bag is packed, his apartment is too clean. He won’t be back here for months, won’t be back to this version of his life for even longer. Maybe it’s that, some last-minute flood of courage, some chemical response to the dread of the unknown. Or maybe it’s the way Jungwoo hugged him backstage after his final show, the full weight of him, arms wound around Jaehyun’s shoulders, face buried in his neck like he didn’t want to let go. Maybe it’s just the soju. Whatever the reason, right now, Jaehyun’s mind has settled on a single, impossible thought: What if.

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