Fics like what death feels like in the spring of 2000
He closes his eyes, and to his relief, it’s easy. It’s the easiest thing he’s ever done. On May 18, 2000, after being confronted with the options of rehab or getting fired, John Carter makes a different choice. It's a way worse choice. An alternate ending to May Day where Carter OD's instead.
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