Fics like Mixing, or To Love Is to Be Changed

Ciel was being given an invitation to participate in something otherworldly and frightfully intimate, and with a demon at that. He should say no, or at least wait until he wasn’t so fragile with tearstains still on his face, but the hope that piqued his interest emboldened him. “Does it hurt?” “It’s unnerving, but you won’t be harmed.” Not the best response, but it was something. Ciel narrowed his eyes. “And this isn’t your way of getting a bite of me early, is it?” Sebastian chuckled. “No, more like a long taste before spitting you back out, intact and whole.” He seemed excited despite his effort to be composed. Ciel had never caught Sebastian looking so openly invigorated. “You’ll feel me just as much, young master. If anything would send you scurrying from this, it would be that.” Yet again, his curiosity won out. Ciel wanted it so badly, to lay his soul out and all of his burdens with it, even if coming together meant fear or pain. If he was frightened out of his mind, at least he wouldn’t be alone. That was all he wanted. To not be alone. He could let Sebastian in, let him understand him while he was still living, while he needed this. “Okay.” Ciel tried to sound brave. “How?”

Fics like Mixing, or To Love Is to Be Changed

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