Fics like your heart is a shaken fist

This is how it should be: Hikaru would be between his legs — cheeks flushed, pupils dilating, lips reddened and swollen with spit. Looking up at him in an odd confusion between yes and no, between love and repulsion. Like he doesn’t know if this is okay, if he wants to, if they should even be here. Instead, this is how it is: ‘Hikaru’ is eager. Ready to please, to impress — almost too intensely so in how he hollows his cheeks, how he swirls his tongue, how he takes him in too deep. Gagging, laughing and sucking on him sloppy and wet like he’s trying to wring him dry. Yoshiki, 'Hikaru', and how to tease the line between the past and the present, between what could have been and what is.

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  4. I’ll Keep You, No Matter What by JieJie_gigi (光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime))
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  6. a place to call home by kentuckyfriedmegumi (光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), more)
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  9. covalent by chinxe (光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime))
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  11. you're all i taste (at night inside of my mouth) by strayryuu (光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga))
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