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"I want to not feel like this. I want to feel normal. I want to feel like I’m not built wrong.” “You weren’t.” “What?” “Built wrong. You weren’t. Eddie, you’re my best friend. You’re the best guy I know.” Buck is being so sincere. Eddie doesn’t know why it feels like a punch to the gut. “Being … different, it’s okay. You’re allowed to be different. I like you how you are.” Buck understands him so much, but he doesn’t get this. He sees Eddie on a level no one else ever has, but this thing, it’s hidden so deep Buck’s never even gotten the chance to glance at it, let alone know it. “I don’t,” Eddie answers, hoping Buck doesn’t make him expand, while also hoping desperately that Buck makes him expand. “What?” “I don’t like myself how I am.” “What-what would you change?” Buck is stepping carefully, like they’re surrounded by landmines, but Buck will always push. He knows it’s what Eddie needs, even if it’s what terrifies Eddie most. Make me say it out loud, something inside of him says, please, God, at least once, make me say this out loud. Let it exist, even just for a second. or: Tgirl Eddie

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