Fics like the devil you know

Accidents happen - even to people who portray nearly invincible, badass characters. It's not the waiting that does Colin in, no. It's the sheer amount of fear and hope and love he carries inside that he has to come to terms with, when the threat of losing the one thing he doesn't want to live without looms overhead. He was afraid. He knew what’s waiting behind those doors. An unmoving, sleeping person, deeply comatose, head half-shaven and heavily bandaged, a constellation of bruises everywhere. Colin knows he’d be a stargazer for life if any pattern of white dots in the night sky would come close to what Bradley is to him. He doesn’t want to squeeze that hand without it squeezing back. He doesn’t want those lips unmoving when he tells him a self-deprecating joke. He doesn’t want the stretch of silence between them because it’s never happened before. He doesn’t want it to feel like goodbye. A/N (i know this isn't rated E, but due to the content it was really impossible to write it like that. you know i love tha porn.)

Fics like the devil you know

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