Fics like Shame Without a Sin
'Despite the fact that Nureyev would kiss me like he couldn’t live without my lips at every chance he got, he didn't seem to share my eagerness to re-consummate our newly restored relationship. Which was fine, honestly. Totally and completely fine. I felt damn lucky to be alive, and even luckier that I got to share that life with him. And I’d sooner fling myself out the airlock into the frozen crushing void of space than try and get something from him that he didn’t want to give me, so, yeah. It was fine. It was just a little weird, and a lot frustrating. We’d been doing a lot of talking but we had not touched the topic of all the sex we weren’t having, and we’d been doing a lot of incredibly passionate kissing, only for him to inevitably leave me hanging. I knew he loved me, and he sure seemed like he wanted me, but then why did he keep pulling away when I was right there for the taking? Why was it that even when I had him, he was always still just out of my reach?' ~~~
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