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“Where did you get them?” “Online,” said Jude, taking the case from Gavi’s loose grip and zipping it back up. It was heavier than you’d first assume. “Wasn’t about to see Jude Bellingham buys arse plugs at the local sex store on every newspaper.” The flat-out admission of what they were had Gavi’s pupils dilating further. “But…” he began, licking his lips. “Why?” Now this was the hard part. It had been difficult enough as is to come to terms with this desire he’d developed for himself. Admitting it to Gavi would make it even more real than it already was. You’ve had sex with him a million times. He’s the last person who’d ever care. He’s probably— “I want you to fuck me,” Jude said in one breath. OR the one where Jude bottoms for Gavi for the first time