Fics like you only feel it when it's lost

He thinks of Ai Di, the brother, three years his junior, with a personality that blusters out ahead of him and gets him into scrapes. And then he thinks of this other Ai Di—mouth open beneath his, waistband clutched in his fist, throat flexing under his palm. Taunting him about love and sex every day, like some sort of demon. Making him jealous, making him worry. What is Ai Di to him? He doesn’t fucking know. He kind of hates him right now. And through it all, he loves him. Chen Yi has an eight year long crisis. (A series of birthday wishes, sexual awakenings, and drunken misunderstandings from Chen Yi's POV, weaving in and out of canon)

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